Lost My Way

Frustrated, irritated just can't put my finger on it.....

I wrap my mind around it so tight can't even figure out how to unwine

Can't take it can't break it get me unwrap from these binds of mines

Slowly crying slowly dying can't keep my heart from over binding

Missing the days when things were great when my love came so easy without a doubt in my mine

So lost in the winding of my mind can't figure out if it's the truth or a lie

But I keep on gliding buy without a guiding line to unbind this heart of mine

Lost my way once again undind and unwine feel like I'm running on a then line

Just can't find that piece of mind feel like I'm going out of my mind

Can't find that way to get my mind in line oh well I guess that something I need to fine

Lost my way once again hopefully I find my way back again.....

Goin to the gym in a few wit my friend to get out wrkout on ^_^ lol!

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper - Demi Lovato

A chat with a friend in the park

Tonight around 11:30 I link up with a friend of mind that I used to date. We weren't talking for a while had a falling out in Oct after I found out he wasn't being honest to me, but anyway we went to chill in the prospect park and talk for a bit. Now we start to getting back with talking with each other I still have that like/hate about him he still a cool person, but I still hate the fact what he did. I still have some feelings there so it makes it kinda of hard to be around him, but we still have fun together so that friendship is still there. As we enter the park we talk about the fun we had together and other things to ;-) lol!!. . . . The thought in the bac of my mind I still want him but at this moment I can't cause he is not single so I can't do anything bout it but jus wish one day I will have him, but oh well. The chat was fun miss the fun times with him. I still want him and it works my nerves how I feel bout him. The chat was fun and we left the park I went my way he went his way and I walk away with the thought on my mind if only things where different I probably be more happier. . . . . 

Me and val chillin I had to come in the clubhouse it looks fun inside.... lol!

Jus chillin like a villan in the clubhouse... lol!

Val chilling in Mickey Mouse Clubhouse....